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Circe’s
Lair
Amanda Stanford
I could see that the tantalizing
hearth of Circe had brought yet another ship of
unsuspecting travelers to her lair. If they
had only known what awaited them they would surely
have fled, escaping with their lives untouched by her
deception. From where I lay in one of the many animal
pens, being a wolf with the mind of a man, I was cognizant
of all that occurred within the mystical palace.
I, Seidon, had been confined
to the goddess’s island for twelve, long years. Like
the newcomers who sat at her table that evening, I
too had been intrigued by the innocuous facade of
the lush isle. I had been sailing the seas
for eight years in search of adventure, and it was
this desire to conquer the unknown that ultimately
led me to my animal state.
The men who Circe entertained
wore clothing suited for the open sea life, but they all
appeared very haggard. Some were so tired that they
could hardly walk. It was obvious that their
journey had been a very trying one. As I looked
upon them, I wondered if any of them had fought
at Troy as I had done before I set sail in search
of new conquests. After a few minor encounters
with a fire-breathing dragon and a green sea monster,
I landed on Circe’s island. Like the sailors
who were sitting before me I had drank the bubbly concoction
that erased all thoughts of home and family.
I stood frozen for what felt like years, and then
there was a sudden feeling of emptiness. My
transformation into a wolf soon followed.
I felt that hole within myself the entire time that
I remained in the form of a wolf, but I could not
determine what it was that I lacked.
I watched that same wretched
fate fall on so many men and women, and it was always
the same. A shrill squeal or a low growl were
common sounds that soon followed the pathetic transformation
of man to beast as Circe waved her magic wand above their
heads. On that particular day, twenty-two
more trophies were herded into the pig pens doomed
for what could be eternity.
Night fell over the island,
and I slept until I was awakened by the sound of
a husky, male voice. The man that I saw was tall with
a handsome build. He carried himself like a warrior,
but he had the air of a god. He wore fine clothing
and ornaments of gold. A fine sword of gold
fell at his side and clanked against his leather
belt as he walked. Regardless of his appearance,
the man was surely to become another unfortunate
victim, but all of a sudden I realized that Circe’s
wand and potion had no power over the stranger.
He obviously possessed a power greater than that of the
goddess. The man then wisely demanded that Circe promise
not to harm him before they ascended the great staircase
that led to her bedroom.
Dawn broke over the island,
and I learned that the incredible stranger
I had seen the night before was Odysseus, son of Laertes,
sacker of cities. I overheard two of the maidservants
say that Odysseus was full of sorrow and would not
touch the lavish food laid out for him.
At about that time, I heard
Odysseus and Circe talking to one another. Odysseus
pleaded with the goddess to restore his friends to their
former selves. Rage, jealousy, and disgust poured
through my body all at once because I knew that
Circe could not deny his wishes. She led the
blessed creatures out of their pens and administered
the proper antidote. A few minutes went by
and nothing happened. Then, as if they had
been struck by lightning, the pigs jerked and squealed
giving off what had to be the cries of growing pains.
Their hooves and stubby legs became sculptured feet and
long, lean legs. Their fat stomachs became
flat and muscular, and their squashed noses and
pointed ears grew into the finest curved features
of their faces. It was amazing. Before
they looked like ordinary men, but now each one
could have been mistaken for Adonis. I was stunned by
their transformation.
A sense of longing filled
my soul as I watched the reunion of Odysseus and
his companions, but I could not determine what it was
I desired to have. Odysseus and his men remained on the
island for one year, and all the while I watched them
from my pen. I saw them eat the banquets Circe
prepared for them, and I was present when her maid
servants bathed and anointed each man. With
each passing day, their joy diminished a little
more as thoughts of home burned in their minds,
pushing them to finish their journey.
I was not set free until my fifteenth
year on the island. Circe was very fond of contests
and of showing off her powers, and one day she bet
Aphrodite that she could seduce a king of a prominent
country before Aphrodite could. Aphrodite
had no doubt about her own capabilities, so she
bet that if she won Circe had to give her most prized
possessions — her caged pets; each one
would have to be restored to its former self. If
Circe won, then Aphrodite would have to declare to all
the gods and mortals that Circe had more power than she
did. To my great fortune, Circe lost, but I won
my freedom.
So, that is my tale, my dear
friends and family. I have missed you all very much,
and my love for you has only grown from this grotesque
experience; however, I must confess that I still feel
imprisoned by my own discontent. Even with
all that I have seen and all the places that I have
traveled to in my life, I fear that the mountains
will never seem high enough; the rivers will never
seem fast enough; and the contests will never seem
challenging enough to satisfy me.
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